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no. suika not going to blog about her coffee collection here. though it'll be very impressive to have blogs all about coffee..at least suika
thinks so.. =P but except for the collecting dust part.. suika dun think they have much hobbies.. coffee chan tachi wa sugarless desu... the only reason for their survival thru' suika's exam period. ima coffee chan sits in blog.. and collect cyber dust XD whoa!

Thursday, August 16, 2007 09:09 a.m.
わああ。。すごいな。。スイカ復活した〜おホホ。しかも誰も読んでるはずないのに、なにやってんの!コイツ〜コッラ!仕事やれよ<<心の中の天使の叫び声。*無視します*ってか、やるべき仕事全部終わらせました。今暇人なんですよ。でも仕事をするふりしなきゃ。。あはは 何書こうかな。。昔みたいに変なことばかり書くことはもうできなくなったんだ。。ってかさ、ちょっと読むと超元気だなと昔の自分に感心させられたんだ。。And very crappyって感じ。。あはは。しかし、今違うよ。一応、今25歳の社会人です。ちょっとでも成長してしまいました。この4年間、色々あってさ。。 人生の経験貯まってきました。すごいやろ!人生はこんなもんだよね。。うんうん。。 げ。。まぁ、本当はまぁ。。何もすげ〜ことなかったけど。。ゆって見たいだけです。。はは。こんなオヤジセリフを。 最後のエントリーは2003年の12月で、そのときは2回目、日本に行くとこだった。。それ以後、あと二回行きましたよ。最後のは今年の三月です。 仕事をやめ、一ヶ月間も行った。。あはは。すごかった。。会いたい友達もみんなに会えたし。バカうまいものもぎょうさん食べたし。感動的なたびでした。帰ってきて、4kgもふっとてさ。。その衝撃で、ジョッギングをし始めた。。今までも続いてるよ。。えへへ。マラャ唐ニか短いやつだけど、もなるべく参加してる。 AHBOSS!じゃね

Thursday, August 16, 2007 08:43 a.m.
スイカ成長しました。今大人です。Reporting Live from職場。。やべな〜あはは!これおもろいおもろい!!

Thursday, August 16, 2007 08:41 a.m.
test test. wow, it works after 4 yrs :O

Monday, December 8, 2003 09:22 a.m.
finally!!! today is the day!! will be flying off at midnite -_- on ANA >:D so exciting!! i havent finish planning for my next sem's timetable yet, i'll have to do it over there.. went shopping with my sister yest for last min gifts... bought so much things.. i'm gonna have a hell of a time carrying all that over there, i feel like santa claus -_- bringing 3 pcs of luggage there, and 2 will contain gifts o_o is that good? coz i remember voting for taking train from the airport to our destination and we have to change train and the stations there do not have escalators O_O.. gah. so maany things so many =_= and so many things i havent done yet. i havent wrap out the presents for my host, havent wrote down shopping list, haventcollect phone to bring over to here, havent settle with my frens over there, when are they bring us out, havent settle how to i go to the airport on the last day alone, havent memorise the lyrics for the song item we'll be performing tml, havent havent havent HAVENT plan TIMETABLE!! O_O ahhhhhhh!!! and i havent translate the instructions on the back of the bak kut teh packet into jap so that they will understand ;_; good thing the flight is at night.. the only things i've finish doing is complete my exam, which i doubt i can score but i hope at least i can pass.. >_< and i've finished compiling the photo CD i'm brining over. let's hope they'll have a comp there in my host family.. or there'll be very litle to talk about during my one week stay there O_O so till i'm back, everyone haf a good holidays!!! XD or exams wateva u are going thru now =)

Sunday, December 7, 2003 10:54 a.m.
so restless.. can;t study.. benkyou wa... dekimasen... @_@ why isn't my exam in the morning like everybody else's!!! >_<

Sunday, December 7, 2003 09:44 a.m.
be going off tml...will be having exam later.. a few million things i havent done yet, and i'm blogging.. is this some sort of rebellious thing that reupted too late... in a subtle way i guess... no one's home to see me slack =P i havent finish studying for my exam which is at 2 later, in fact, i duno the syllabus... got so much vocab and kanji i duno, was freaking out when i was doing the past yrs papers, but i'm numb now.. i was still being anxious abt it yest.. especially when my sister told me how easy it is .. and i looked at the papers and they weren't easy... 40 minutes of listening comprehension is not a joke too =_= and i heard that the tables and chairs are super low coz the venue is in a primary sch.. oh my gawd -_- i will ache to death at the end of 3 hrs.. havent had my timetable planned out properlly yet too.. so dead.. not many modulse for me to take... oin fact.. i think i have to take more than 1 bio module.. but the mod decription pages arenot ut yet i can't go see if they are open book >_< i don;t like open books!!! i might have to plan timetable in japan..!! gahhh!!! haven't memorise the songs we are suppose to sing there too.. havent wrap the presents.. havent finish buying presents, havent got the handphone, havent manage to contact my frens over htere, so many havents, i'm blogging =O but still tml is the day!! cooooooooool!!! i'll have internet access fro mthe 16th onwards i think.. not sure, it will be nice to blog here if i have the time and am not planning my timetable over there XD

Tuesday, December 2, 2003 09:56 a.m.
updated the photography page took along time.. and was lazy.. but i can;t believe i updated this when i have so many things to do >_< souvenirs to buy, exam to study for rehearsals o_o mus tbe the stress.. the stress.. the stress made me do it!! but i got to know who my host family in japan will be! kawaguchi hitomi. 32 yrs old. with her husband and 2 yr old son and a pet with unknown species identity o_o have to buy so many souvenirs.. for the host family and friends who will be bringing me arund in japan and letting me stay with them after the immersion program for the tokyo extension.. okane ga nai O_O this waku waku mood is however, being disrupted.. nope.. not by the jlpt exam, it's by the timetable planning and bidding schedule!! i even had a really real niemare last nite, i dreamt i scored only 1 mark out of 10 for my ecologyu essays for the exams!! OMG!! that was so scary!! ah!!! nus!! WHY!!!!!

Saturday, November 29, 2003 09:35 p.m.
was studying studying studying.. then i came across some japanese expressions i;ve been using in emails to my teachers...got a SHOCK.. some words i used... it's said in some textbook, that it's considered vulgar, and people don't even say it to their dogs and flowers =O... O_O;; *gulp*

Friday, November 28, 2003 02:41 p.m.
hey.. i realise when i'm doing the new blog layout, that i can't crap like i used to anymore.. GASP!!! am i growing up!! maturing??? a grown up suika!! =O *shock* but more prolly due to the aftermath of exam, the upcoming trip, the upcoming jlpt, the fact i haven't studied, the fact that i've an appointment wth my sensei soon and i haven't studied, the fact that i've rehearal for 3 straight days and i have no costume and i haven't studied.. iro iro na mondai ga aru kedo... wat's that gotta do with crappiness, i duno XD bleh. now as my text book sits beside me on my comp table.. with the tokyo walker guidebook underneath it, and the ghibli dvd boxset in between its pages a a very fat bookmark.. how long can i go on ignoring the textbook... prolly very long actually o_o.. but i can't do that.. i paid for the exam!! i gotta pass it!! >_< so many problems.. so many.. accomodation, bidding, exam results coming out, bidding, money, bidding, and i've gotta make my way down to the airport by myself on xmas eve from hachioji =O so scary.. all japanese words, wat if ican't make it and get stuck in japan.. kinda fun, come to think of it.. but the luggage wun be a joke and it's cold.. speaking of which i think i'll hate to bath in japan.. i hate being cold without clothes O_O and the thing is we've gotta to do all the rinsing and shampooing and soaping out of the bathtub.. naked O_O that's gonna be COLD!!! i shudn't really complain.. since someone will have it worse than me XD but then, i'm not going to go thru wat's she'll be going thru, so i still can't appreciate the fact the i'm gonna have a proper toilet to do all my stuff XD. this entry is getting way too long, i wudn't want to read it if i were me.. font 8 all in one chunk and hence i shall end here XD period.

Tuesday, November 25, 2003 09:24 p.m.
crap.so excited about tml being the last day of exams that i can't study.. -_- i got this feeling i won't be able to fall asleep later... hai...

Tuesday, November 25, 2003 10:12 a.m.
tml. last day. 2 papers. last time reviewed was 2 weeks ago. slept early last nite. reading movie reviews now. when will i learn...o_o

Monday, November 24, 2003 09:31 p.m.
open book was... as expected.. not enuff time to flip my 2 textbooks and 2 files and i ended up writing ugly handwriting-ed crap... ;_; i actually subscribed to a science journal his morning trying to access one of the publications online..this is so....un meeeeee!!!! O_O but that doesn;t help in te open book anyway... anyone can tell i'm depress over the open book? i.hate.open.book.essays.

Friday, November 21, 2003 10:04 p.m.
i keep hearing weird beeps in the bg O_O

Friday, November 21, 2003 09:57 p.m.
i can;t remmerb the drug names.. i cant i cant.. so many names.. they don;t even look english.. ican't spell them.. who cares a bout wat montelukas tzafirlukast does.. and whya re all the side effects llok nearly the same but all somewat different.. OMG!! i hate pharmocology ;_;

Tuesday, November 18, 2003 11:05 p.m.
a new hobby. i love going to toilet now. can go up to 4 times in an hr.. i think something is wrong with my kidneys =O but then again, might be psycological.. the toilets session are a break to me.. i can just go in, squat there... and not think about nephrons and leptins.. and staphylococcus aureus.. have another weird addiction that only nus ppl will understand.. so i shall refrain from saying it here XD exam stress... it's so amazing XD

Tuesday, November 18, 2003 09:18 a.m.
it's the 18th!!!! kiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! ok.. it was the 18th "yest" before i went to sleep, but somehow.. it just hit me more strongly today. it's the 18th! the 20th is 2 days away.. i've got to cover 2 days of material by today..oh gawd.. help me -_-

Monday, November 17, 2003 10:19 p.m.
u know wat i hate now.. i hate leptin O_O

Sunday, November 16, 2003 09:11 p.m.
2 days ago, the calendar said 14th.. today it says 16th T__T 20th is coming.. i can't stop it!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! <(>_<(>

Sunday, November 16, 2003 01:20 p.m.
I suddenly figured out sthg that was puzzling me a few weeks back. i've stopped thinking abt it actually then it suddenly came back to me again when I was studying kidney.. but it's got nuthin to do with kidneys (-.-).. had been taking class photos in my japanese tutorial class a few weeks back and sending them to my classmates and teachers. One of my tutorial classes was TC10 and I happily framed up the photo and captioned it TC20.. sent it to over 10 ppl and my tutor. One week later, I took one more photo for my final TC tutorial class and was still collecting emails for those ppl who haven’t received my mail and whoa.. coz I had 3 columns of email under my different tutorial classes, my classmate pointed out to me my class was suppose to be tc10 not tc20 -_- I was thinking thinking thinking.. where did "tc20" pop up, it was like so already in my head when I was captioning the photos.. it came to me so naturally and yet it doesn't exist.. And it hit me today..it's all the fault of ONE Piece anime.. there's story arc inside, where there's a band of characters called "yishii20" a group of 20 doctors.. IT RHYHMED WITH TC20!! tc2O yishii 20 tc20 yishii20 @_@ they kept repeating that name in the anime it became stuck in my head even though I haven't been able to rewatch one piece for a long long time.. oh well, mystery solved XD back to kidneys T__T hardly hanging on...20th my first paper.. I can't wait for the evening of 26th to come..

Friday, November 14, 2003 05:21 p.m.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! how to study for ecology open book exam!!! >____<

Thursday, November 13, 2003 10:06 p.m.
a not so productive day today.. and it's already thursday!!! =O i can countdown to my first paper liao >_< spent 2 and a half hr with my jap tutor trying to get stuff straight, then i even helped her install a curosr i made for her... which i made out of a video that i took in her class XD it was kinda cool XD coz i;ve been making all those curosrs out of videos i took of my frens and sending it to them, but i don;t anyone of them usese it coz it;s kinda.. o_O.. but i think my tutor duno how to uninstall it XD and then the subsequent 5 hrs i spent on reading up on sewage.. activated sludge.. dat's not cool.. and i suddenly remember the nydc mud pie analogy to sludge that is not dried properly again @_@;

Wednesday, November 12, 2003 10:19 a.m.
muggin mugging mugging.. as when it always happens, i blog when i shouldn't. the more reason why i shouldn't blog, the stronger the desire to blog. why can i not blog for nearly a whole semester, and only start blogging when i've really really shouldn't, due to limited time for forcefeeding names like alpha-p-methyl-tyrosine, dihydre-balh balh, guanethdiine,suxamethionone and a few thousand others which i should really remember since i've just looked thru them half an hr before but couldn't, to my poor brain (and that's only for one module >_<) i think i've just lost the sentnce.. it's too long.. oh well.. and back to the subject.. why am i blogging? *pulls hair* i've only 3 days left to mug for each module, and that's minus time for my jap module, which i only haf half a day for it, and my ecology module which is open book and did i mention how i suck at open book paper o_O and stupid ecology had me spending 3 days with 2 of my other frens working out calcutions and doing lotsa brainless but certainly very time consuming reports for it. did i mention how we even spent 2 hrs handing it up. i even almost hate the teacher when i'm doing the report and he's really a nice man.. =| have a date with one of my japanese tutor tml to clear up some doubts i had when i studied for jap a long time ago.. i hope i don't look too stupid, coz she's the tutor who saw me screwed up during my oral.. hai... and until the 20th when the real nitemare starts <(>_<)>and 26th when dawn of happiness will descend upon me at 7pm.. i hope i won;t lose control and blog pointless stuff like this again XD somebody help me.. i feel like updating my page... noOOOOOoooOOOoooo 私は死でいる!!!

Friday, September 12, 2003 01:52 p.m.
yes!! i'm still alive! and in sch typing blog! after 2 hrs of gruelling report typing.. i just feel like ignoring the blog page for the past month or so.. *yes she is found guilty of ignoring her blog intentionally* >_> beh! school sucks! i duno wat i'm busying myself with, apart from those killer lab and feild trip reports, tests... and i'm now trying to study for the jlpt 3 exam on my own >_< yep on the advise of my tutor, i decide to skip jlpt 4 and go for 3 directly... taihen @_@ then besides that, i'm now in the managing committee for a club in sch as pub head assistant and jobs are coming up fast!! then i have this filed project too this sem, to investigate earthworms, so we'll be going around to different leaf litter communities to dig up earthworms, gather them in a pile and coun then! cool eh!!! bz bz bz.. aside from that i think i'm still obsessed with di-chan and all i update now is the account i haf with DA =| ah... my dedication to anime and manga and wallpapers has switched direction, but fear not, will try to steer them back in the hols!! XD which is like after exams -_- coz there's no mid term break this semester. can u imagine!! >_< i have not settled down yet and already more than 1/3 of the term has gone past... sheesh... i better be gone. print's job done.. going to find my TA, give him the pages and go home!!! and do more stuff..

Sunday, August 24, 2003 01:47 p.m.
updated the page with 3 new photo walls >:D can't seem to work with anime pictures nowadays =O is this another one of suika's phase!!!??!?! or is it permanent?!?

ok... havent been updating this page for a long time.. wat to blame but the thing they call school.. plus now i'm super into using di-chan to snap pics. then then i spend every other waking moment in deviantart if i'm not in sch. -_- doh! so i though i'll give a little attention here for a change =D *with 2 reports, an essay and a test piling up* but you know ,there's nuthin much to blog abt sch..except that the lab sessions are somewhat depressing and i have a 6 day week.. i think i'll blog abt Bon Odori, a japanese fest iwent to yeterday! it was cool!! there were lotsa japanese present in their yukatas, cute kids, lotsa food and queues and scooping goldfish ppl =D i had fun with di-chan. this is one of my favourite pics from yest. andu know what, i think i've forgotten how to blog.. i duno wat to say anymore!! =O oh well, wish me luck with my lab tml ;D till next time!



Sunday, August 10, 2003 08:58 p.m.
sch starts in less than 12 hrs... and i have labo n the first day.. the protocol is 15 pages =O

Saturday, July 26, 2003 08:19 a.m.
woke up at 8 on a nice quiet saturday morning. because. my nose which is slightly burnt itches =_=

Friday, July 25, 2003 10:21 a.m.
been neglecting the page.. been haging around deviantart too much >_< my gallery there >:D

blogging today becaues i had such a wonderful dream last nite! XD my mom bought me 3 mu kuns!!! (muji bicycles) that's all i can remember.. buti havent feel so happy for a long time, thanks to nus registration problems >_< and timetable planning



Tuesday, July 15, 2003 08:59 p.m.
part II of "my toes hurt after a badminton game"

guess wat... those dang toes bled >_< now i haf double blood clots under my big toe nails =O checking out this condition in the web.. apparently i haf to drill sthg sharp thru the nail and release the blood *double =O i'm so banned from badminton now >_<



Friday, July 11, 2003 08:38 p.m.
my new pet =D ichiniba-kun!!! he's the latest partner of di-chan XD



Thursday, July 10, 2003 07:08 p.m.
we had take-outs for dinner tonite.. i thought mine was pretty cute and secretly took a few photos of it with di-chan.. and my mom caught me in the act... -_-;

Thursday, July 10, 2003 10:38 a.m.
the sky was blue. the sun was shining. the wetland reserve was buzzing with... MOSQUITOES!!!! =O i've nv smacked my friends so much in life before XD not at least in one single day XD especially when one of the `em pointd out that those are aedes mosquitoes =_= i wished i had taken a video of the smacking XD but was too busy smacking and running thru the mos-infested areas.. and that was the most memorable part of the trip.. yep, the mosquitoes!! i hope i don't get dengue fever though =O oh.. and there were the monitor lizards. not as big as i remembered them to be.. didn't get bitten by one in the arm also. (dang! and therefore didn't get to use the pretend-to-be-dead-then-with-speed-faster-than-the-lizard's-eye-use-non-bitten-hand-to-throw-the-apple-far-away-and-run-away-in-the-other-direction-while-the-lizard-goes-after-the-apple technique)and so we walked and smacked and walked. after we'd decided that our arms and legs had swelled up sufficiently and we had lost enough blood to the mosquitoes, we went back..di-chan had fun though XD took a couple of pics i really liked XD


Tuesday, July 8, 2003 10:10 p.m.
it's been few months of since i've not played badminton.. dat must be the reason why i forgot to bring my shorts =_=.. running around in semo long pants after the shuttlecock was hot.. as in the "temperature kind" of hot.. =P and at the end of day, which part of the body hurts most? THE TOES!!!!! O____O;;

but sch was fun today XD

1) got chased off the roof by some white hair hair guy. 2) took pics of my foot dangling off the 2nd storey 3) took pics of sunset and rainbow 4)got to hear some amusing things..and di-chan was introduced to ching`er, a green discman 5)found my shorts at home on my sis's bed =O

going to sungei buloh tml.. recharging di-chan's batteries now XD

Sunday, July 6, 2003 06:05 p.m.
abt outing

went to re-recce the queenstown area in preparation for the game that is coming soon yesterday. me, president of aho society realise she can't read maps. tried to recognise the routes by landmarks.. finds out she can't remember most of them =O is now currently praying for that she can be working in pair with someone else as gamemaster when the day comes.. trip was fun though. saw a KAWAII mini car in the car showroom areas. it has a black and white checkered top.. dreamcar *__* but i doubt i will eer be a good driver.. or a even a drive for that matter... was carsick this morning when i went out ( for a 8 course lunch XD~~ ) even though the journey was only 1/2 an hr... @_@ other than that the most exciting part of the walk was a revisit to this area that looked like pre war singapore XD there's even a railway track seperating this area from the neighbourhood. XD di-chan had a fine time yesterday, taking photos of yellow shoes(not mine..) and mailboxes.. but i shud really buy an new memory card soon >_<

abt sushi

watched japan hr in the morning today.. it's a sushi special... how did they make raw food look so good >_< it reminded me of the sushi buffet i went to last week... @_@ i have a not so good impression of raw stuff actually.. the first time i ate raw salmon, the whole pc fell into shooyu and in the end all i tasted was the salt in the soysauce.. end 1st experience... the 2nd time i ate raw stuff was in japan and i can't remember anything except it costs a bomb.. the 3rd time was last week!!! WAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! how i wish i could go "mmmm.....oiishi...amai.." like the host in japan hr, but i cudn't. raw seafood sucks >_< the supposed sweet and juicy maguro was a sick lump of nuah meat... the ika which is supposed to be really chewy was limp and sticky and sticking onto the roof of my mouth *gags at memory* i cudn't really swallow... the raw ebi and salmon was just as bad... i didn't really taste the sashimi thingy directly though.. i refuse to let my taste bud touch them >_<... so much for omai sashimi shown on terebi... the raw stuff was bad... but me and my frens still managed to eat around 12 plates per person =D *so much starch* =O the rest are non-raw stuff of course.. oso learnt that the green pea-pod stuff they like to eat in japan, they have to be shelled before eating XD ~end 3rd sushi eating experience... am not eating sushi for a long long time to come.



Sunday, July 6, 2003 12:16 a.m.
pooped.. dog tired... hair wet... need to dry...befpre..can..sleep... =_= ..ah..typos...

Saturday, July 5, 2003 11:01 a.m.
just a bit excited.. going to re-recce queenstown area later.. i hope it doesn't rain... but i'm wearing my beach slippers.. dun want sezi-kun and kuzi-kun to suffer from color run =O bringing di-chan along XD waku waku desu XD afterall, i've been home for 4 straight days already.. @_@ i hope i wun have to spend any money today though... AND PLEASE DO NOT RaiN!!!

on side note.. my cousin is here again... here's a her in axn!! XD click to enlarge =D, i even have a cursor of her eating suika XD..and wat's she doing now? playing with my keyboard when i'm typing this entry =_=.. yare yare... -_-;

and shawn..i'm alive.. i didn't get swallowed by hissing cockroaches of masca_____ << can't spell.. @_@;

Friday, July 4, 2003 09:42 p.m.
O_O *stares* noticed something that's going on at the back of the photos used in blog layout >:D my cousin's hand putting down her milk bottle on my comp table.. =_=

besides doing stuff lidat... she likes to harrass di-chan, disintegrate the fan beside my comp, scream alot, eat, drool, scream alot,pee in my comp room, bathe, scream alot and harrass all my belongings.. she's really cute when she's not screaming XD..or peeing.. or whining or just being a pest generally. >_>;

and oh, i've officially become her royal butt scratcher since last week =D

Friday, July 4, 2003 08:13 p.m.
no brain left... can't think of anything to blog about.. maybe tml =D

Friday, July 4, 2003 08:11 p.m.
archived, updated and blogged XD

Friday, July 4, 2003 08:09 p.m.
i archived!!!!!!!!! XD